A Stupid, smitten GirlA Stupid, smitten girlAh, yes, here I am, another love-struck teenage girl among the surplus population of love-struck teenage girls, but that's okay, I know where I stand in those terms.I don't think you clearly see how much I like you; of course you've heard the vague words and, dare I say, mild flirtations, but you don't see the extent of my feelings towards you.I must say, however, that it was not one of those "love at first sight" cliches. Due to my horrible, judgmental nature, I had a dislike towards you, a strong one at that. I found that you were annoying, too outgoing, and even deserving of pity to some extent. To put it bluntly I thought you were a straight up loser. Though I was horribly proven wrong shortly after. And for that, I apologize. Realization struck me like a ten-ton boulder when I noticed you weren't at all what I had perceived you to be. I thought to myself then maybe we could be friends, and left it at that.I honestly don't remember when I started "liking"